- When you start to become so passively involved with your own life that it's more like watching a TV show were you're following one character really closely but you don't even remember why anymore.
Please ask me things. Im bored and theres nothing i actually want to do
I havent eaten since thursday morning. Its now sunday evening… What the fuck is wrong with me?
Cant even be bothered eating. Im just gonna sleep.
The only reason i got out of bed today was to pee and get a drink. Now im laying in bed with whiskey and wishing i could sleep more.
Its not that im tired. Its just theres nothing i want to do at all, not a single thing in the world could make me get up right now.
The past few days of this ive been told it sounds like deppresion. I dont want to be deppressed, i want to be happy. How does one happy?